hey ya..actuali..to tel ya da truth ma life suck rite naw..ya lotsa backstabbing..deceiving..hypocritisizing happenin ya..n SUM1 blaming mi 4 smth..tel u sumtink kaYz..WHUDEVER*rolls eyes*..i ma gD wif or wif out u..nuff said..wel heRe's smth original from mw it's TM n C kayz..hahaz..

Life sucked...wen u r not ard..
i feel empty lonely sad n lost
cant u juz realize dat i love u sooo...
what can i do to make u noe..
i cried to sleep almost everi nite..
thinkin abt u moz of da tym..
i'm lookin @ a picture in ma hand..
tryin ma bez to understand..
i reali wana noe whud we did wrong..
wif da love i felt so strong..
u cant imagine juz how much i pained..
juz so that u can b spared..
i duno y but i kept thinkin abt u..
hoping to get even a glimpse of u..
even as i'm writing tis down..
u'r da onli thing on ma mind..
u'r da last person i tot of b4 i sleep..
n da 1st one in the morning..
oh gawd!i wud kill 2c him again..
n to finali express ma true feeling fer him..
pls!pls!pls!gif me a chance..
to atone for ma stoopid past mistakes..
wen m i gona understand?
dat dat 1 chance has flown away..
i finali realized i was in da wrong..
oh!juz how stoopid i m..
to gif up smth oh so gd..?
smth precious..?
smth dear to ma heart..
what an arrogant bitch i am?
to not realize dat he's actuali da 1 4 me?
but regrettin naw is of no use..
i haf decided to make it true..
i will tel him da actual truth
of y i keep on pushing away
wen he's coming close..
it's actuali bcoz of da fact..
dat i ma afraid..
to get hurt all over again..

haiz..was crying wen i came up wif dat..duno y me so emo tis past few wks..wel aniwaes..ma mid-yr exams comin n some PPL was hopin to c da fall of mi..sowie guys..to disappoint ya al..but..it aint gona hapen..al dats gona change believe mi..

aniwaes gtg..adios..''<

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aLyssA kicked at 5/08/2004 08:11:00 PM

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