..trusting myself is the first step to trusting another, i skipped the first step and got stabbed by the other..

hey ya peeps..wel loong tym didnt blog..kinda bz..wif studies..yar rite..loike as if..me?!bz..?!sTUDYING?!!..waiT long2 k..weL..i wana get stg off ma chest..but duno how..orite2..i noe..juz use ur brains 2 think n den type it here..loike..haiz..ma eyes r loike burnin now..dUno y laR..prolly c0z i didnt sleep wel fer da past few wks n kept on crying ta sleep..haha..da emo side of mi..wel niwae..i MISSED hafiz..oh god!i'll do anything..anything so dat i can c him..but alas! whud can i do?wel..his fwen is da 1 alwis 'miss callin' mi..u noe call dat person n den on da 1st ring hang up..haiz..i duno lar..no 1 2 pour ma heart to tis past few wks..loike i dun get it..i admit 2 bein overly possesive sumtyms..sarcastic..insensitive..yadayadayada..[hEy dos are canCer streaKs!!!n i ma canceRian..]wel bullshit..had some conflict in ma life naw..no..not hafiz..it's wif ma 'fwens'..buLshit..i duN get it owite..y dey r ignorin mi..look i prefer c0nFr0ntaTi0n den u ppl beAtiN abT da buSh..n0t haPi wiF mi?easy..i teach u how 2 deal wif it..conFront mi face-2-face..lo0k i noe alotz more things den u can imagine..wana lie duno how 2 lie..look if da 3 of u wana chill wif out mi..fine..hey i ma cool..but plz dun lie abt it k..
how i noe..wel..y'dae i had da moz vivid dream..i suddenli woke up @ 3 am to turn off ma alarm..den slept again..den woke up @ 3.33am..n was woken up coz of tis impact of ma dreams..was soo..vivid..it's loike as if i was thr..wif dem..yar i had a dream abt ma fwens..wel..cont later..
adios fer naw..

aLyssA kicked at 5/06/2004 09:01:00 PM

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