hey ya...me here erm..in a state of confusion...me reali duno whud 2 do..in ma lurve life..i alwis haf 2 go thru a major rollercoaster ride..i'll alwis haf 2 choose btw 2 ppl dat i lurve..tel mi..oH gr8 1..hu shud i choose?[where is da love?]2t told mi 2 follow ma heart..yar..easier said den done..whud if ma heart says i wana both of dem?tis is not bein greedy..tis is bein in love..all's fair in love..war..yadayadayada..i mean y muz tis hapen 2 me?n whud can make it much more werse den da fact dat dey r brothers?haiz..life sux..esp mine..haiz..all ma life..i'f been searchin fer a guy hu'll understnd me..dat all..natink more..a guy hu understnds me fer hu i m & whud i m..regardless of ma weaknesses...yadayada..n now whud mess did i get maself involve in?haiz..ppl hu duno me will tink dat i ma bein selfish..by holdin on 2 da both of dem..but if i let 1 go..i haf 2 let go da other 2..i can lif wif da fact dat dey r gona hate me wen dey found out..but..i cant lif wif da fact dat i lost da both of dem..dey meant 2 much 2 me..aini aini..how did u get yaself in tis big mess?arrggh..stoopidness..alar..i guess i haf 2 go wif da flow now lar..i mean..whud more can i do?

u noe whuD?
tis werld is fool of hypocrites n liars..man..he gaf me tis advice.."trustin urself is da 1st step 2 trustin others..u skipped da 1st step n got stabbed by da other.."it's reali true..haiz..duno where he got dat..okie i was quite disap.wif 1 of ma fren..we'r loike ok2 lar..not so close..but ok..haiya...nvm lar...uH-oH...gtg...adios...

aLyssA kicked at 3/15/2004 06:32:00 PM

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