hellew...long tym dun writE...haiz...reaLi g0t a loT of thinGs 2 saE...[alwis sae dat...in da end n0t much coz lazee 2 tyPe...]...well...niwae...i got 2 noe tis guy fr. chat...since den...we haf been chattin fer almoz lyk 4 weeks...& deen 2 days ag0...he sound me...& i was loike...wtf...man...i mean he said it's ok if i dun accept him...but i told him dat...it's not ab+ him...it's ab+ me...i juz haf tis policy of...u noe...i onLi steaD wif sum1 i love...trust & noe...i guess dat is y...sum more...i oreadi haf 1 guy fixed inside of me...hafiz...man i reali love & miss him...he's da mozz cutest guy....haiz...but den...well...da guy ask me y...i said i dun even noe him dat well...thr's stil more abt him dat i wana noe...i need 2 noe...haiz...y'dae saw him...in da end chickened out...b'coz of dis gut feelin dat i cant trust him...haiz...aini aini...c'mon lar...dun lie lar...lyin 2 ur friends is one tink...but lyin 2 yaself is a sin...haiz...admit it lar...u haf doubts it's coz u LOVE hafiz...& no 1 else...i wud nv betraY hafizz...c0z i oh-so-am-in-love wif him...& da next is dat u r werried u r not his standard...haiz...niwae i reali tired g0in off now...adios...

aLyssA kicked at 2/07/2004 11:27:00 PM

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