hEll0...haiz....juz g0t bac fr. da ncc[nee soon cc]....to0k ma eDusave...niwae was online....n asked cheW whether i m out...den he sae yes....cant believe it man...he was lyk dat...cant believe he wud do dis...i noe i noe...i did ask 2 quit....but dats coz i cant...well...stand bein looked dwn...haiz...whudever i did 4 arc...4 da 2 yrs...is gone....man....but i dun regret it lor...he reali wanted me out....i m now reflectin ma past...in arc...how much i enjoyed it...looked 4ward 2 it everidae...haiz...& it's all gone...juz coz of...i m not even sure whud...duno y thr is a strain in all of our friendship...i guess it all started coz of...well...last yr's v dae...i reali haf 2 go home early...coz no 1 2 take care of ma 6 yr old cuz...wtf...she was naggin 4 natink...n i was reali in a rysh....so i was annnoyed...& quickly told her dat...i haf 2 go...duno whud hapen she told chew dat i sHOUted @ heR...& i DID NOT...I SWEAR 2 GOD...after dat...wen i wenna home...ma aunt gaf me a lecture & beat me wif a broom...on ma arm...didnt even sae anitink....didnt even blame her...she got me in2 siP...& dun 1 b responsible 4 it...luckily mr tay understood me...& told me no nd g0 siP....next dae....she ask me how ma SIP....wtf....was smilin...lookin so happy...felt lyk smakin her face...but controlled maself...i told her no nd go siP...mR taY saE....den she told everi1 dat i defiant...nv go sIp...wtf man...da teachers alll treated me differently since den...i mean i dun understand y is she doin dis 2 me...i mean whud haf i ever done 2 her...natink...look @ ma life now...haiz....sorie...cant help da tears comin...niwae gtg...adios...

aLyssA kicked at 1/18/2004 10:19:00 PM

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