hEll0...haha...soRie 4 da long disappearance...me bz lar...wif ma werk...sch werk...niwae...2dae was da m0z enjoyable day of ma liFe...haha lotsa tink hapen...haha...well...1st of all...i broke ma record...4 2 wks...i haf been comin 2 sko0l late...haha...lyk as if i own da sko0l lyk dat...haha...juz dUno y aR...but...n0 matter how early i wake up...alwis end up bein late niwae...da 2nD tink is daT mE & ma frens wenna 2 a h0me caLled da Ju eNg home...or sumtink lyk dat lar...but i preferred callin it ju-on home...haha...-o-"'[wx's™&©]lamEz siak me...n0 lar...seriously...i luk fwd 2 tis visit...da home was reali lyk a chalet...haha...i tok 2 sUm aunTies & unCs thR...okok..gRams & graps...but i called dem unc & aunts...dun0 whud else 2 call dem...den...wenna tok 2 tis 81-yr-old-grams...even doe...her age riped...she has a goddamn powerful memory...she useD 2b a sko0l teacher...taught eng & max...wh0a...n she did sum calculations juz now...faster den me...waahh...genius...||>saluTe ya... u noe...ma heart reali wenna out 2 d0s grams & graPs...hu were "abused" or not "hapi" thR...wtf...saw da supervisor scoldin a poor old woman...juz coz she dun 1 eat her porridge yet...c0z it's reali warm...haiz...all da stories i heRd 2 daE...touched me deeply...aww...s0 touchin...haha...made me realize da true meanin of life...i alwis sae tis 2 maself..."aini...plz get out of ya selfish lil pont of existence...& luk aRd ya...u tink u r da onli 1 hurt?luk again...thr r ppl hu r worse den u..."haiz...niwae decided 2 quit arc...wtf...nuff said bout dat...
niwae juz now @ da hm...wen goin home tym...we sat outside...i sat opp.azahar...den wy came n saE tis idiot sentence..."azahar lYk aini...oR aini lyk azahar...ar aiNi?2 which i replied..."reaD bTw da lines...=(middle fingEr).i mean reali no comment lor...2 dos ppl ma classmate readin tis...plz...keep tis 2 ourselves...haha...niwae...i dun how 2 ans wy's qn...if i sae i dun lyk i'll b cheatin maself...if i sae i lyk...oso da same...niwae...ma hearT feelin confused now...haiz...cont...tml...adios...

aLyssA kicked at 1/16/2004 11:15:00 PM

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