In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster But in front of the person you like, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring But in front of the person you like, winter is juzt a beautiful winter

If you look into the eyes of the one you love you blush But if you look into the eyes of the one you like you smile

In front of the person you love you can't say everything on your mind But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

The person you love comes intro your mind every two minutes. you can't look striaght intro the eyes of the one you love But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.'

When the one you love is crying you cry with them But when the one you like is crying, you cheer them up.

The feeling of love starts form the eye & heart and the feeling of like starts from the ear & the feeling.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like All you need to do is to cover your ears n stop thinking, But if you try to close your eyes Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.

 

aLyssA kicked at 1/09/2004 11:51:00 PM

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heLL0 peePs...i ma bacK...lol...tiS wk...ver! hecTic lia0...seY...me so damn tired...niwae...tis skool yr sux...everibodi completeli ignores me...all ma fens 2...i mean...now i m goin thru a difficult period...a tym wen i m speciali on an em0 breakdown...a tym wen i nd ma frens support da moz...but all of dem involved wif their own damn crap...wx even sae i m a complainer...ok i appreci8 da honesty...& i admit it...i do...but if u r not allowed 2 complain 2 ur frens hu r u spose 2 share ur probs wif...ok lar i m lying if i sae dat well...i m not feelin anitink wen wx sae i m a complainer...but its lyk a dagger dat pierced thru ma heart...yeA...u r rite...tis aini dat u c now...da aini hu no1 understands @ all...da aini hu is strong...hu nv cried in front of any1 @ all...da 1 hu tries 2 chg her wild ways 4 da sake of her frens...but all 2 no use @ all...is reali crying due 2 loneliness...ppl c me in skool veri cheerful...but i m hiding...suppressing all ma
anger...probs...everitink...wen i cant stand it nimorei tried tellin ma frens...but dey sae i m a complainer...den 1 sae i cant b trusted...anather sae i m insensitive...more 2 cum...i guess...all i gotta sae 2 dos hu is reading tis...wel sorie dat i m such a big prob in ur life...if u cant b thr wen i nd u...den fine...lets not b frens @ all...wx...i noe u n sU stead...i noe u guyS wana b tog.so...ok...if i m butting in both of ya life...den i m sorie...gona step out of it...mq....u r now ignoring me....duno y...but if u r sick n tired of me...juz sae so...i dun mind...sakinah n 2t...nuff said...hafiz...haiz...reali no comment lar...i cant believe dat i m ever gona cum 2 tis emo break down...i guess all da things dat i haf bin suppressing since i was born...is 2 much 4 me 2 handle now...
lemme juz tel u whud had hapen in ma life...
ma father left me n ma mather juz b4 i was due 2 b born...grew up wifout a father all ma life...life was fun,wen ma granpa n grandma were ard...dey reali manjekan me...got whuever i 1...buT after dey left...i was in da care of ma aunt...hu made sure ma life was hell...treated me lyk a sum slave...asked me d0 tis...do dat...even doe i was onli in primary 2...kept on beating me if i m defiant 2 her...wif broom...evritym no 1 @ home...ma onli solace was onli ma diary in which i wrote ma acct of life in it...@ nite...nv gotten freedom @ all...kept da abuse dat ma aunt gaf me inside me...nv received any love fr. ma own fam...was alone...nobodi 2 tok 2...n i cried everinite 2 sleep...thr was atym...wen i wanted 2 commit suicide...run away...but...sum1...sumtink inside me...tel me against it dat life is precious...sko0l was not much better either....ma frens were jealous of me...coz i was doin much better den dem in skool things...alwis try 2 find fault wif me...dey made fun of me...1 even hated me coz da guy she lyk..fell 4 me instead of her...den came psLe...a light amidst all da darkness in ma life...i noe dat ma aunt cant control me 4ever...n she realize dat 2...so wen i was posted 2 ma current sec skool...i tried 2 4get da past...met new frens...dats wen i started bein wild...defiant 2 ma aunt...not 2 da extreme...lar...did badli 4 everitink...but i den...made 2 realize dat doin dis wun make me cure ma life..dat tis is not da way 2 4get all...so met 2t n inah...tried 2 chg ma way...2b...u noe...da goody2 lyk dem...me n 2t clicked...but not inah...coz...she's da quiet type...n well i m hyper...in sec 2...wif da help of ma frens...i did reali well 4 ma studies...L1b5 was 30 plus...den wenna down 2 16...den 14...was reali hapi...found dat life is worth living after all...reali appreci8...2t's n inah's help...thx u guys...den i joined arc..ma 2nd cca...ma 1st was dance...hated it...after zahri took over...she was veri biased...luk down on ma grp...dats y joined arc...i was hapi in arc...was reali enjoyin ma self...chew even complimented me....sae i haf potential 2 b da chairman...but s usual...ma hapiness was not 2 b...came low...she made ma life miserable...made chew n pang distrust me...made dem think da worst of me...even doe lyk dis...i tried 2 b optimistic bout ma life...den wen i cudnt take it...i started..."compalinin" 2 ma frens...hopin dat it wud make ma hectic life @ peace...[2b cont'd]...

p.s not trying 2 gain sympathy...juz understanding...

aLyssA kicked at 1/09/2004 10:47:00 PM

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